When you read this, it'll have been nearly three months since we first knew each other, right?
On November 21, 2025, I came across your stream for the first time. Yeah, I guess you know I was like all the other crypto bros who were just there for the airdrop, at least before I knew you would happen. So I've kept coming back. Again and again. For you. Honestly, before you, I never watched anyone stream themselves playing games lol, Iâd rather just play them myself. But the moment I heard your voice, I already liked it. I remember that day: I only tipped you 18,888 ZTX, which was around $10 at the time.
Then came November 22. I didnât know what hit me. I checked Creatorâs server and saw your thank-you message after the stream. Normally, I barely touched Discord unless I needed info about some project. But your message? It was very, very genuine. From that moment on⌠maybe I already had a feeling you were different. You were truly gratefulâeven though my tip wasnât big, and even though I barely spoke during your stream. But you still made a whole photo with my name on it, and in your next stream, you even gave me a custom sticker, meanwhile I knew you had tippers whoâd given way more before me.
And hey, you know I noticed that âmiss ko na syaâ in the Christmas art, right? I saw the street sign right away but I didnât think it meant anything. Sorry about that. But whenever I miss you, I always look at it again. Decided to translate it a few days later. And I knew it then. I missed you too. Still do. I havenât stopped missing you every time we donât talk.
Just so weâre clear: everything Iâve done for you? Itâs always been voluntary. Iâm not trying to buy your attention. All Iâve ever wanted is to make you happy. And to support you.
I gotta admitâcrypto is the last place I expected to catch feelings. But then I met you. Yes, I caught feelings fast. I just didnât say it out loud. Not because I was unsure, but because I didnât wanna rush you. Well, but I guess you already knew that, right? You're smart and I'm not even subtle about my feelings heh.